bad people!!

hmm...recently i feel unhappy....feeling lots of things suddenly ruined my life...making me worry and upset...my studies...relationship which includes all kinds...my trial is coming soon...and I'm quite lost of confident with my studies... I'm afraid i couldn't get what i aim for...i dun really feel the stress and passion for me to study...i just feel I'm easily lost of concentration and easily give up when i dun understand something...hmm...i began frustrated ...just like what i have been angering with him for being like that when he was studying last time.I'm in his situation now. and i know what he meant now. but i''m glad to own a quite patient character gifted by God when it comes to test my determination in study.i hope i will have more passion in studying soon.

next...i realised there's lots of kind of people in this world...people who admire you... people who treat you as friend from the bottom of their heart... people who treat you as "friend"...hmm...but do you know who are they actually... the true friend or true "friend"?? you know what they are thinking?? Are those friends of yours are really good friends?? i wonder....We will never know other's thought although after tearing off their flesh for their brain or heart by just observing it...People who i now fear most are those who befriend with you but end up are the one poisoning you most. it will be worst if that people is more than your friend...maybe boyfriend or relatives...

my life is unsecure with the existance of these people. but i couldn't deny the fact that they are still exist and getting more in population.

my lunch.... sad....

hmm... recently my school gate refused to be open and will be closed until 2.30... and sometimes we are going back early...hmm...so most of the sudents end up walking back using the main gate and some climbing the wall although there's parents waiting there looking... before this the small gate was open to allow student to go opposite to eat... hmm... i think is a good decision because we can come back for our next lesson after lunch... too bad... due to complains from some students, school authorities decide not to open the small gate with the reason that the school provides lunch too.... hmm... i wonder... if there chinese and tasty food available there, it's ok... but... is the same food every single weekday.... lol... so boring... wonder who is that person complaining... hmm... there's so many food available outside there for lunch where school cant provide?? we ended up got to eat in school again and again.... why cant we free to eat outside what we want for lunch??

2years old...

i've just realise that my blog is going to achieve 2 years old.... hmm... congrates... but... i've been keeping low profile for few months... haha... without updating.... anyway... still an unbelievable stage for it to being active again....hmm...

my first facial treatment in Beaute de Paris

hmm...after all long years of mine... i finally have a nice day to do my very first facial.... hmm... recently my cousin open a new beauty shop at bukit sekilau and so i went there for my first facial package...hmm...since it was my first time, I'm quite afraid for other people to touch my face and apply weird weird cream on it...hmm...at first, there's a corner where customers can enjoy dipping their smelly feet (not mine) into a hot basin and for those smelly feet, it will change it to be a very aromatic fragrance smell.... haha.... this my first time too.... hmm... then i was brought to a small little dark cooling room and start the facial treatment.... hmm...

the funny thing happening during the facial treatment was i noticed that my pain nerves have been wrongly positioned for these years... the nose area which is the most sensitive and pain due to the thin layer of the cell is the place the pain should be... but to me... i got no reaction to it when she was pinching those black pores and etc... unbelievable was i told her i felt pain when she was doing the forehead...hmm... for most women for teenager, the place the pain comes was the nose area, but my pain receptor was totally imune to t and react at other place...weird...

next is i was unable to speak and out of sight for a couple of minutes due to the special mask which can cover my whole face except for the 2 little tiny holes for respiration... haha... i used my cousin's cellphone to communicate with them... but for sure there's customers' right whether to choose to be cover such a way... can either to cover your eyes and mouth or not... and also free massage during the mask too by the pretty and kind young lady... haha...

overall it was fun and relaxing.... and i hope to go there again for my next treatment soon...

students and teenagers...
i bet it is not cosy and is affordable for a facial treatment like this...only RM38.00 for students... .and the actual price is about twice the promotion price.... don't miss it... or you'll regret for ur entire life...

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Challenge Pack Available at Beaute de Paris

RM 22.00 per pack only

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Hope that this product will help those guys and girls who had problem prone skin to achieve their dream.......
Challenge pack is sold at RM22.00 per pack which consist of 1 Biotox Cleanser and 1 Biotox Refining Cream.
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blogging purpose...

for me...blogging purpose is to write all my feelings...sad, angry, happy, memorable and etc... hmm...but since last year when i first start blogging, i felt whenever i feel sad and worry about something, i couldn't write out just like that... hmm... for me, there's two major person in this world... i hope for those who are good with me such as my friends who supports me could read my blog and give comment to me...i can share my feeling to them...but end up, there are another kind of ppl who has read my blog and other profile of mine and being an evil to turn up the truth to fake stuff that some person believes it... hmm... why are these ppl exist in this world? too bad... God created them.... hmm... so most of the think i kept it by myself or to a person i trusted most as i trust myself more than trusting anyone else as i had been someday trusting people and end up...bad...

that's why one of my reason for not updating for these months is due to these existance of these ppl....and also due to connection....and due to time problem....hopefully after my final exam, i can be active here....

blogging again...

hmm... blogging again...tired of this right now because i got no specific time to online... hmm... by requested by lots of friends, i guess i should right something here... this post is not an interesting one anyway... ha ha... just to talk about what happen in my life for this pass few month without blogging... hm mm...

story of me with chicken pox...
first of all... i got my chicken pox early of this month...being infected by my sister...such a bad 2 weeks time resting in my house and spent most of my time face booking... wondering when i can go to school... missed school and my classmate very much... end up after about 12 days of absence in school, i went to school to take chemistry quiz paper... too bad... i felt unwelcome by my fellow friends... hmm... but i know i'm having chicken pox that might affect others...so it's alright after thinking so...

when i about to recover and i thought i could spend my time with him in school, he was infected by me with chicken pox....lol...he told me he got chicken pox before ...so i allowed him to see me after school...hmm...but end up he actually did not have chicken pox yet according to what his mum said...haix...so end another 1 week of school without him...haix....luckily he recover faster... recover after a week...and luckily i got 3 great classmates to accompany me for recess for the 1 week without him...

which means these few weeks, both of us got to take care about what we consume...no beans..no cucumber...not exposing to rain water...and a lot a lot more....hmm...

special thanks....

special thanks to all of his friends who had helped him to plan for this very special day... since he is quite hmm.... only have ideas last minute... hihi... anyway... his whole classmates.... and ah loke... ah boy.... and those who had helped him.. thanks to all for giving me such a sweet memorable day.... hmm... so....

...call him to treat you all eat to thank you all la....

...i'll close one eye la... but dun eat until he broke la...

..each one get one keropok enough la....

...haha...